thanks everyone who read my last journal about lily's allergies and who helped me through it.

So after buying the hepa filter, medication, and cleaning kitty the cause is now officially adenoids. 

The Third ENT that we went to over the past year actually looked at her. He put a little camera up her nose (she sat very still and was very brave) and he told me that her adenoids where completely blocking her nose.  He told me that all the symptoms that I described were explained by the adenoids blocking her nose, not allergies. He sent me to immediately make an appointment for him to take them out.

She is scheduled for February 21.  Normally the last thing i would want to do is have her have surgery, but I know it is necessary.  She has pretty extreme sleep apnea. When he first told me and I made the appointment I was surprised that I actually felt relieved.   I was happy that her breathing problems will actually be solved.  I have sleep apnea at times and I do not sleep well.  She will be spared of this.  I am also glad she wont be always stuffed up and often sneezing, and that I won't have to worry it is the cat causing this.

As the date is getting closer though I am getting nervous. Scared.   I pray that everything will go extremely smoothly. 

I am actually worried now about how scared I will be.